Lifestyle design: procrastination and fear
As soon as I had decided to redesign my life. All my creativity left me. All the ideas and opportunities dried up instantly from my mind.
It's odd how much we're dependent on a sense of normalcy, of having routine, to help us act.
This is fear, a resistance we feel to change. I've never felt it this clearly.
But it's time to get comfortable with change. Not as a single event, something that happens every once in a while. But something that is constantly ongoing.
Nothing is ever the same. Not even us.
This week I've spent time discussing what it is I want to change with my life. And I've realized I feel trapped. By debt, and by living in the same place for 6 years.
So the coming week, I hope to significantly change that state.